Poem-a-Day - "Season of Grief" by Khadijah Queen

Facebook
Twitter
Instagram
October 2, 2023 

Season of Grief

Khadijah Queen

My grandmother sat at the head of her oak table 
one Labor Day afternoon & in a lull turned to me & said 
all the people I knew are dead. When she fixed those two words, I knew, 

I felt my heart in the world beat its blood through thin chambers. The constant 
rush still interrupts the body I didn’t make, but keep breathing somehow
& functioning until I can’t, & the night before she died, I felt the easing of her spirit, 

& the same when my aunt died the year before. I still say to my still-grieving 
cousin I’m here—an echo of her mother’s absence, & we are left 
together on this side of unknowing, stack like throwing bricks 

all the finite seasons we have 
& will spend without them. Up against my own lifetime
I wish for fog, early morning. Instead, unpredictable years keep emptying. 

Copyright © 2023 by Khadijah Queen. Originally published in Poem-a-Day on October 2, 2023, by the Academy of American Poets. 

Subscribe to the Poem-a-Day Podcast 

  

“The pandemic and its ongoing impact forced me to think about death on a scale I hadn’t yet contemplated—the personal, unrelenting loss of loved ones, friends, health, my social life, and more. When I write, I often blend memory, the present, and the future. The present tends to show up as a feeling, tone, or grounding mechanism. At the end of this poem, which offers no comfort, I let myself echo my grandmother’s matter-of-fact hopelessness, which comes at the beginning of the poem. She died in 2023, at the age of 103. Her favorite poet was Sara Teasdale, whose work holds a similarly tough melancholy.”
—Khadijah Queen

Khadijah Queen

Khadijah Queen is the author of six books, most recently Anodyne (Tin House Books, 2020). She teaches in the low-residency Mile-High MFA program at Regis University and is a visiting professor of creative writing at University of Colorado Boulder.

Anodyne

Anodyne
(Tin House Books, 2020)

“We Never Stop Talking About Our Mothers” by Diannely Antigua
read more

“States of Decline” by Taylor Johnson
read more

Thanks to Vanessa Angélica Villarreal, author of Beast Meridian (Noemi Press, 2017), who curated Poem-a-Day for this month’s weekdays. Read or listen to a Q&A about Villarreal’s curatorial approach and find out more about our guest editors for the year.
“Poem-a-Day is brilliant because it makes space in the everyday racket for something as meaningful as a poem.” —Tracy K. Smith

If this series is meaningful to you, join the community of Poem-a-Day supporters by making a gift today. Now serving more than 320,000 daily subscribers, this publication is only possible thanks to the contributions of readers like you.
 
From Our Advertisers
Copyright © 2023 The Academy of American Poets, All rights reserved.
You are receiving this email because you opted in via our website.



Our mailing address is:
The Academy of American Poets
75 Maiden Lane
STE #901
New York, NY 10038

Add us to your address book


View this email in your browser

Want to change how you receive these emails?
You can update your preferences or unsubscribe from all Academy messages.

For any other questions, please visit the Poem-a-Day FAQ page.

Older messages

"Autumnal" by Rubén Darío, translated by Thomas Walsh and Salomón de la Selva

Sunday, October 1, 2023

In the pale afternoon the clouds go by Facebook Twitter Instagram Poem-a-Day is reader-supported. Your gift today will help the Academy of American Poets continue to publish the work of 260 poets each

from "Everything Shimmers" by Naja Marie Aidt, translated by Susanna Nied

Saturday, September 30, 2023

Then suddenly beech woods, Facebook Twitter Instagram Support Poem-a-Day September 30, 2023 from “Everything Shimmers” Naja Marie Aidt translated from the Danish by Susanna Nied Then suddenly beech

"Without Love" by Kitty Tsui

Friday, September 29, 2023

I cannot do without love / the way I make myself Facebook Twitter Instagram Support Poem-a-Day September 29, 2023 Without Love Kitty Tsui I cannot do without love the way I make myself do without food

from "n e a r" by Genji Amino

Thursday, September 28, 2023

of the let / finely // dyed a grammar Facebook Twitter Instagram Support Poem-a-Day September 28, 2023 from “near” Genji Amino of the let finely dyed a grammar in that lottery staggered like moss a

"To Mars from Arizona" by Alberto Ríos

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

Saturday mornings were science fiction— Facebook Twitter Instagram Support Poem-a-Day September 27, 2023 To Mars from Arizona Alberto Ríos Saturday mornings were science fiction— That is, on that day

You Might Also Like

How to Quickly Find Saved Passwords in Google Chrome

Saturday, November 2, 2024

4 Apps for Selling Used Clothing and Household Items. Here's where your passwords are hiding. Not displaying correctly? View this newsletter online. TODAY'S FEATURED STORY How to Quickly Find

Weekend: Is it OK to take home party leftovers? 🌮

Saturday, November 2, 2024

— Check out what we Skimm'd for you today November 2, 2024 Subscribe Read in browser Header Image Together with toyota crown But first: get in your zone Update location or View forecast

Halloweening

Saturday, November 2, 2024

What makes Halloween night special? ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

Trump Stumbles to the Finish Line

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Trump won late deciders in 2016 and 2020, things don't look as good this time around ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

Elon Musk’s PAC is powered by coal

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Coal billionaire Joe Craft is one of America PAC's biggest donors, according to campaign finance records reviewed by HEATED. ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏ ͏

"You Know Me" by Valeria Ruiz

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Dear President, // I'm a Hispanic immigrant / You know me Facebook Twitter Instagram Poem-a-Day is reader-supported. Your gift today will help the Academy of American Poets continue to publish the

I'm Ditching My Basic Black Puffer Jacket For THIS

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Meet the cooler, upgraded puffer. The Zoe Report Daily The Zoe Report 11.1.2024 I'm Ditching My Basic Black Puffer Jacket For THIS (Shopping) I'm Ditching My Basic Black Puffer Jacket For THIS

8 Home Maintenance Inspections You Should Do Annually

Friday, November 1, 2024

Microsoft Delayed Copilot+ 'Recall' Feature Yet Again. Spot a small problem before it becomes a big one. Not displaying correctly? View this newsletter online. TODAY'S FEATURED STORY Eight

Amanda Seyfried Made This Y2K Trend Look So Chic

Friday, November 1, 2024

Plus, Megan Thee Stallion's cleavage-baring dress, your November horoscope, & more. Nov. 1, 2024 Bustle Daily Here's every zodiac sign's horoscope for November 2024. Here's Your

Is ADHD Really a ‘Superpower’?

Friday, November 1, 2024

Today in style, self, culture, and power. The Cut November 1, 2024 CULTURE Is ADHD Really a 'Superpower'? Paris Hilton says so. But in my experience, it's just a condition to manage like